After 3 years of ttc, all sorts of tests, and 2 IUI, I finally got pregnant...only to m/c at 61/2 wks (5 wks ago). I have been doing OK, I guess, with ups and downs, but my marriage is suffering. I have felt alone and miserable; my husband seems to be doing great. Just now I was trying to talk to him: I was telling him how I had had a great day, feeling fine all morning... I also said I was surprised that it had been quite a while since I felt so good, but that later I felt sad... I was so surprised of my mood swings... and then I turn around to see him... and he was FLAPPING HIS EARS... he laughed and said that he was exploring how funny my voice sounded while he flapped his ears!!! Isn't that the STUPIDEST THING ON earth??? I know this can sound extremely funny, and I did start to laugh, but then I felt SOOOOOOOOO LONELY!! How can he be so insensitive?? And those kinds of things have happened once, and once again in these weeks... I feel so estranged from him. And I am so, so, so angry at him. A week after I lost the baby, he told me he was considering a surrogate mother... I don't mean to offend anyone, but I would never consider that option... and it was SO HURTFUL for me to hear that from him just a few days after the m/c... it felt as if he said "you are of no use... let's try with a woman that 'works'." Gosh, I am so angry and sad, and frustrated, and LONELY.
Any suggestions?