panick attack during nausea and thrwoing up

[medhelpvolume]

Many foods and smells make me sick,give me nausea.But the worse thing in the world for me is feel sick,nausea and throwing up.I think i get a panic attack when i throw up,it feels horrible,like dying.BUt after i am finished throwing up i feel very good,mentally and pshysically,but not for a long time(aproximatively an hour).I am saying this in the context that i have been depressed for 7 years,and probably psychotic.The thing is that the depression and anxiety and psychotic symptoms wich have been present for a long time are very similar with the feeling when i am sick,when i feel like throwing up.Could it be a connection between the fact that throwing up and feeling nausea make me feel anxious and gives me a panick attack and the depression?
I know that a symptom of depression is nausea,but this not the point.The point is how i feel when i am about to throw up or when something gives me nausea

[Jaquta]

I was also wondering whether you could feel afraid of being punished, maybe by your father, for being seen as weak or sick.  I definitely think that it is related to anxiety.
I was also wondering about the effect of medication, that could leave you feeling nauseous.

I had trouble processing your post as I have been having migraines.  I hope my post isn't too far off-topic.

When you feel sick or about to vomit watch what feelings come up for you.  These can sometimes give us lots of information.

I hope this settles down soon.  It doesn't sound very pleasant to have to live with.  It seems like you're making a huge effort to try and understand this.  Keep it up.  You will find the answers eventually.

[Peter Forster]

There are a number of possibilities that come to mind. My guess is that the connection may have something to do with anxiety. Perhaps something related to a fear of contamination, or a fear of gaining weight, or some need for purity or perfection...