Dear Quix,
You mean so much to this group! I'm so sorry to hear about your "struggles".
If you're into reading, as I'm sure it's been a big part of your life.... :)
you might look at:
thehumansideoflyme.net Dr S. speaks about depression and other stuff; OCD is another big one.
ilads.org also covers this
I extend good thoughts your way ---hang in there okay?
I'm so sorry you were being spoken to like that! Uggh these Drs!
I seriously do not know how you are able to answer all of us the way you do!!!!!!! I have a hard time reading and understanding some posts because at times my mind feels like a train wreck! But you keep going and helping. If you don't know the answer to our question you research it FOR US!
Your a DOLL to all of us!!!!!!!
I cleaned my entire downstairs yesterday and I was done for the day! I took hours because I had to sit down for 15min every 5 min!!!!!!!!!! I'm so very fortunate because I have 3 kids, 2 are teenagers a boy and girl. And they do their chores and pitch in all the time. I don't even have to ASK! They see me starting to clean and they say "what can I do to help you"!
I don't know sometimes if they are so awesome because of me and my husband and the way we brought them up OR inspite of us...lol
I think many are like me that read your post....AMAZED! You are far from lazy!!!!!! I don't know where half of us would be without your wisdom and insight. We'd be talking to eachother and figuring nothing out! You never come across is someone who has a swelled head. You come off as Kind, Caring and most of all COMPASSIONATE!
We all hear the same things from our Dr's ..... you need to get up and go on and move around. Your lazy, your crazy, your bored with your life, you smoke! I'm sure there is many more little put downs people hear.
We appreciate you so don't you give that Dr the power to question yourself!
Lisa
I am sooo sorry that you find yourself feeling down. I am going to just speak for myself right now even though I agree with what everyone else has posted.
Before I met you and you took your precious time and thoughts and energy to help me I was on the brink of giving up. I, like you, am tired of not being the person I used to be - fun loving, hard working, the ultimate gardener, home builder, etc. Now I am just a lump of deteriorating flesh that can't walk, can't talk, can't see, etc. You jumped right in and answered me the other day when I was having a serious problem and was scared out of my mind. You are my HERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are one of the most special people I have ever had the blessing to know. We may only be connected thru this forum, but I feel that it is much more. I truly believe that you are connected to me and everyone else in this forum thru our hearts and souls. We are always bombarding you with questions and you never fail to take your time, no matter how you feel, to help us.
Well, I for one, and everyone else on this forum I am sure, are here for YOU!!!!! We love you and think you are the best person we know. You are still a great doc and always will be, your insights and suggestions to everyone here proves this beyond a shadow of a doubt. Who are you gonna believe? Some idiot who doesn't even want to know you? Or all of us who do know you and love you for the person you are? I vote for us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sending you an enormous hug right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With love, appreciation and support
Doni
Sorry for what you are going through. It seems so unfair after all you have been through already. I hope you find a new doctor. Could you call the retired doctor and ask for some names of others who might be more compassionate and understanding?
You have helped so many of us so please do not discount anything you are doing. You know the value this holds. Does this doctor feel it doesn’t have any value because there is no monetary payment for you? I hate that kind of attitude.
With all the information you have gathered you should write a book…like a self-help book for neurological disorders. Seriously. The how-to guide that is obviously needed!!!
Consider yourself hugged!!!
Wanna
Im sorry the doctor made you feel this way!! How insensitive are they?
You have carried many of us through on here, you have looked out for us when we have been down and informed others of this, what you have done on here is unmeasureable.
Do not let what a doctor said to take away what you have done on here.
You are still who you were inside and though this disease will take some of your physical and mental it will never take your spirit!!!
You are a amazing lady and intelligent lady you have helped people on here and when you were practising as well there must be thousand of thankfull parants out there too.!! You have so much to be proud of some of us only dream of achieving what you have.
I will pray for you, you have given so much to people over the years, god must have a heart for you.
You have gone on a amazing journey through your illness and along the way you have stopped to help people even when you did not feel like it that is not lazy!!
We are all here for you and even though i dont know you that well i send all my love hugs and kisses to you.
God Bless x
I agree with what everybody's saying. It amazes me that doctors would treat A FELLOW DOCTOR with such disrespect! You ARE a godsend to those of us struggling to find our way. I am sorry that we sometimes may seem to forget that you have the same struggles. A person does need to be a paid employee somewhere to be useful. There are so many here who would be so lost without you.
Let us support you for a while - we owe you (your consulting fee:)
God bless you for all you do for all of us.
Penn