I haven't been around for awhile. Been too overwhelmed and fatigued – probably not unlike everyone else. Really, I have not had much energy to do anything. I know this is crude, but some days the fatigue is so bad, it takes a concerted effort to just break wind! LOL Well, this really is not far from the truth.
Saw my neurologist this past Tuesday (well, I assumed I was going to see another resident.) The 4th year resident I was seeing and who dx'd me told me at my last appointment in June that she was transferring to the Cleveland Clinic for a few years and plans on returning the MS clinic in Rochester (If she does plan on returning, I can't wait – she is a “top-notch neurologist, to say the least.)
Anyway, because it was an expedited appointment, I ended up seeing the nurse practitioner. As it turned out, things worked out very well. She has been NP at the MS clinic in Rochester for 15 years. Judging the way the appointment transpired, it is obvious that she is a tremendous wealth of knowledge besides being a hell of a nice person.
It's amazing how much difference just one appointment can make when dealing with a medical professional. Everyone I've dealt with at the MS clinic at Univ. Rochester has been exceptional from the receptionist on up to the medical director who is my primary neurologist.
Anyway, for some bizarre reason, I had been thinking about transferring back to the neurology clinic at the medical university in Syracuse where I live. The travel time really is not that bad, about three hours with a short break. Unfortunately, my insurance company, great in every other respect, charges an extra $275.00 besides the copay because the clinic is not in my “network)
I was told that the resident had left a note in my chart that she was concerned that I would transfer back to Syracuse. She, the nurse practitioner and the attending have expressed concern that I may do just that. I guess that from the written & oral history I presented as well as all the medical records from past medical providers made it pretty clear that the care I received was quite bad. They were not only referring to the MS, but more so, the Neurofibromatosis which is more problematic at this point.
They weren't selling their own clinic, but they made it quite clear that I would receive better care there. It has been clear to me all along, so I guess I attribute the thoughts about transferring back to just being plain ole' stupid.
Although I have many troubling MS symptoms, I was told that the disease appears relatively stable at this time. I do have days that are worse than others, however, there are no new lesions as of yet. Another thing I was pleased with is that the NP said she is known as “The Symptom Lady.) LOL While I am well aware that drugs are not the answer in treating multiple symptoms, if the quality of life is seriously compromised, which it seems to be, they can be of great help – I know, I'm preaching to the choir!
Because of the intense fatigue, the NP gave me prescriptions for Ritalin (improve focus), Provigil (fatigue), and Marinol (help with nausea/lack of appetite, helps reduce pain/ spasticity from nerves misfiring) The Ritalin and Marinol are working great so far. I have not yet tried the provigil. I want to talk to my GP first because I have high BP and Provigil can elevate it.
This was supposed to be a short note, so I'll keep quiet now.