While i was in belmont hospital for 11 days mood disorder i got an MRI and EMG all on one script but my UPENN doctors said thats not good enough i need to get examined again this wed at 9 am and use a scrip[t from him and im bringing them my notes from belmost and the script from the doctor at belmost, ive had the worst summer ever so far and im on lexapro and clonopin for depression anxiety but i still want to cry so hard sometimes then possibly MRI thursday i kept the MRI scheduled eventhough he may or may not give me a script i have one from the dr at belmont... i dont know why it isi SOO hard, ive had 3 seizures udirng my sleep not grand mal but just odd... i think ifi mention this he HAS to right?? plus i cant remember anything anymore its gotten WAY WAY worse with memory also, i bleed everytime i have a bowel moevement and realized i have a rectal prolaspe and also i think vaginal as well because it hurts during sex (well it did with my ex but im single now) i have herniated discs and coulndt walk and got epidurals in 2003 and 2005 and i also noticed hiccups everytday 5 times a day as well as difficulty acheiving orgasm its like im numb or something and i feel like the seizures during sleep are NOT dreams its happened 3 times. I know about the rectal and vaginal prolapse from knowing my body and looking it up im sure they will have me go to a urologoist and gyn as well i had to miss my GYN appointment while i was in belmont. i miss my boyfriend also just having him be there for me and now im on "suicide watch"w ith my parents making me stay here instead of their apartment but luckily i had a job interview today for 2 jobs might be easier than my old job and that job caused me a lot of stress so at least thats looking up dr appt 900 am wed with new guy and im bringing the script the other dr wrote... im so frustrated even if its not MS and i have a hisotroy of herniated discs, why wont they do an MRI when i got one so easily in 2003 for my lower lumber this time the script ssaid cervical and EMG *sigh* i just miss having someone hold me at night which makes it works sory to be such a downer people and thanks for the suport