I am not sure if this is a question or a vent session for how a steroid has side effects on me. I was worried that I would have my left side just freeze like it has done before, 31/2 years ago,but I got lucky. I have MS and fibro and either way after a week of not being able to function other than laying on my couch, being sluggish and the rest of the symptons of nerves having a part without inviting me, , my practical side thinks I should be excited that the drug Prednizone does the job. I am , please don't mistake this blog for being ungreatful . This whole journey has caused me to be doubtful of who am now and comparing who I was to who I am now. I could not sleep before and now I cannot sleep because of medicine. It is now 1:00 am and I am awake as if it is 8:00 am. So I am in an ambiguous state as to what is the problem and and what is the solution. Fibro causes me to feel like a porcupine is being attacked and MS ,I feel like the Tin Man on the Wizard of Oz, but either way I do not hurt as I did I before. So to close this thought I will just acknowledge that I made it through another day and will believe what doesn't kill me MAKES me STRONGER.
PS.. I am going back to organizing my closet , so I can maybe make myself tired.