bladder issue question?

[moose28]

Hey all - I know most or at least of lot of you have the "bladder issues".
Well I am curious does anyone else randomly have worse days without an infection? Just wondering if I will just forever not be able to know what the day brings "bladder wise" even though I am on 10mg of oxybutin.
Over the weekend (Saturday) I had an episode where out of nowhere I had to go really super bad, I was at a park and the portajohn was just a short walk thru the woods, however I knew I wouldn't make it - had my dh drive me over there and still barely made it - dribbled a bit.
So then on Tuesday I was shopping and I was trying on clothes in the dressing room and all of a sudden I have to go NOW - well I had to sit down & have a pep talk with myself and take some deep breaths get my own clothes on etc -then venture to the bathroom - I have been to this store many times and know where the bathroom is....well they moved around everything and it didn't look the same so I got panicked and thought I must be in a different location than I was thinking of.....so I stood in the aisle with my legs crossed leaning on my cart - thinking I am going to **** my pants and my dh will just have to come find me outside.......so anyways I took another few deep breaths and decided to just go look where I thought the bathroom was and thank god there it was! So made it in there -but barely and yes dribbled again good enough got my pants a little too - thankfully they were dark so you couldn't see. So now I am mortified and just want to leave - so I find my dh and we go home.
I know I have major anxiety when this happens which makes it worse but also I have the anxiety because I know I will pee my pants and holy embarrassing!!! So it is a never ending circle!
Anyone else have a good story to share so I know it isn't only me?
or anyone else know if this is just MS and meds aren't always going to help me? so I just need to be prepared??
Thanks much!
Marty

[moose28]

Yeah - sorry I know that - didn't realize I had rambled that badly :)
REPOST

Hey all - I know most or at least of lot of you have the "bladder issues".
Well I am curious does anyone else randomly have worse days without an infection? Just wondering if I will just forever not be able to know what the day brings "bladder wise" even though I am on 10mg of oxybutin.

Over the weekend (Saturday) I had an episode where out of nowhere I had to go really super bad, I was at a park and the portajohn was just a short walk thru the woods, however I knew I wouldn't make it - had my dh drive me over there and still barely made it - dribbled a bit.

So then on Tuesday I was shopping and I was trying on clothes in the dressing room and all of a sudden I have to go NOW - well I had to sit down & have a pep talk with myself and take some deep breaths get my own clothes on etc -then venture to the bathroom -

I have been to this store many times and know where the bathroom is....well they moved around everything and it didn't look the same so I got panicked and thought I must be in a different location than I was thinking of.....

so I stood in the aisle with my legs crossed leaning on my cart - thinking I am going to **** my pants and my dh will just have to come find me outside.......so anyways I took another few deep breaths and decided to just go look where I thought the bathroom was and thank god there it was!

So made it in there -but barely and yes dribbled again good enough got my pants a little too - thankfully they were dark so you couldn't see. So now I am mortified and just want to leave - so I find my dh and we go home.

I know I have major anxiety when this happens which makes it worse but also I have the anxiety because I know I will pee my pants and holy embarrassing!!! So it is a never ending circle!

Anyone else have a good story to share so I know it isn't only me?
or anyone else know if this is just MS and meds aren't always going to help me? so I just need to be prepared??
Thanks much!
Marty

[RedFlame]

Marty,  Could you please break up your large paragraphs into like pieces.  Most of us here can't read a large block like that.  

Thanks

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