I am always constantly stressed out. I wonder how it affects my neurological pathways after all the violence I had been subjected to early on. Also I was very violent a few years back. Belligerent and irascible and hormonally driven, I was so unstable. One minute I was happy the next I was sad. Not depressed but I had a lot of bad days as a teenager. Used to masturbate a bit. Now I experience twitches and I am wondering if it has anything to do with that. I know I am supposed to keep this private but since I did not get any thorough or detailed explanations from medical professionals or satisfactory answers from the internet, I am gonna ask it here. Have I been brain damaged after masturbation because each time I did it my speech was pretty fragmented and my thought process seem to never be organized. I was so scattered that i failed at everything I tried out for. Should I be worried that my brain has been fried? I do not seem to communicate the way I used to. Clear, coherent speech, and now it is just so. I have twitches all over my body from time to time and no medication has been prescribed for it. Should I be concerned?