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How do I deal with stocking addiction?
Nice to meet you doctor:
I am a senior student in a Chinese university. I've been suffered for my urge,i mean sexual-related urge.I have never had a girlfriend ,although i am already 23.
I am addicted to girls' legs,feet,high heels and stockings,etc.Since my freshmen year i started my experience in pantyhose fetish.I went to commercial occasions which offers foot fetish service and enjoyed it.They offer services like licking legs with stockings,masturbating for me or something but no making love or mouth job.A foot job maybe. I payed for this kind of service once or twice a month.
Physically,I worried about STD but every time i checked for it,those result are always negative.I have had over 6 times of all kinds of STD check in these four years and i am safe.
My situation now,is that i swore to myself to give up this habit,which is pay for service,but I just keep breaking my promise.Every time I got a negative report from hospital I told myself to keep away from that,to find yourself a girlfriend and do good to her.But I just walked into those...rooms...When I saw those nice legs with stockings on I lost my mind.I payed and I played with girls who served and enjoyed my time without thinking consequences.And after that i started to worry about the possibility of having STD. Sometimes a little bit physical situation will lead my thoughts to it.Things loops like this for nearly four years.
Huge anxiety of the eager of stocking service and the fear of having disease tortured me a lot. China doesn't have good therapist so i turned myself to religion.Now I have become a Buddhist for two months.I swore my oath before Buddha and accept a monk's advice that I should look for a girlfriend and keep away of my bad habits.But recently I started my urge again.I told myself to hold on,to work hard and have more social meetings,there are good girls to know and a healthy path to go...But when i see their advertisements......
I don't even know if this question will be answered 'cause it's really not easy to deal with. I knew MedHelp from some 'Johns',you offered them professional and solid answers,I believe you. Please help me if you can,doc.
Thank you very much!
I am a senior student in a Chinese university. I've been suffered for my urge,i mean sexual-related urge.I have never had a girlfriend ,although i am already 23.
I am addicted to girls' legs,feet,high heels and stockings,etc.Since my freshmen year i started my experience in pantyhose fetish.I went to commercial occasions which offers foot fetish service and enjoyed it.They offer services like licking legs with stockings,masturbating for me or something but no making love or mouth job.A foot job maybe. I payed for this kind of service once or twice a month.
Physically,I worried about STD but every time i checked for it,those result are always negative.I have had over 6 times of all kinds of STD check in these four years and i am safe.
My situation now,is that i swore to myself to give up this habit,which is pay for service,but I just keep breaking my promise.Every time I got a negative report from hospital I told myself to keep away from that,to find yourself a girlfriend and do good to her.But I just walked into those...rooms...When I saw those nice legs with stockings on I lost my mind.I payed and I played with girls who served and enjoyed my time without thinking consequences.And after that i started to worry about the possibility of having STD. Sometimes a little bit physical situation will lead my thoughts to it.Things loops like this for nearly four years.
Huge anxiety of the eager of stocking service and the fear of having disease tortured me a lot. China doesn't have good therapist so i turned myself to religion.Now I have become a Buddhist for two months.I swore my oath before Buddha and accept a monk's advice that I should look for a girlfriend and keep away of my bad habits.But recently I started my urge again.I told myself to hold on,to work hard and have more social meetings,there are good girls to know and a healthy path to go...But when i see their advertisements......
I don't even know if this question will be answered 'cause it's really not easy to deal with. I knew MedHelp from some 'Johns',you offered them professional and solid answers,I believe you. Please help me if you can,doc.
Thank you very much!
Hi there....I'm not a doctor but rather a person that has suffered from OCD for a very long time. I honestly don't know much about fetishes but if you think about it as something that is a behavior that you cannot control such as hair pulling for instance, then I guess it would fall under the OCD umbrella. Then you couple that with your anxiety over getting an STD from the people who you see to have your urge satisfied...that seems OCD to me as well. You do need to learn not to give into the fetish if it makes you stress in the end. You said there are not good therapists in China...who do people see when they need to see a psychologist?
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Well,basically we do not place much emphasis on mental health,although it's important.
Also thanks for your answering.I do think i should look for mentally help,even literally,text on text.Are there any good websites you suggest?
Also thanks for your answering.I do think i should look for mentally help,even literally,text on text.Are there any good websites you suggest?
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