SEVERE CASE OF OCD

[rachel9756]

HELP. ive had ocd all my life, fear of death, germs, AIDS, people, what not. now im  afraid im a transexual and this is the WORST EVER. WORSE THAN HOCD. I LIKE BEING IN MY OWN BODY BUT NOW IM QUESTIONING IF I WANT TO BE THE OPPOSITE SEX AND I FEEL LIKE **** I DONT WANT TO "TRANSITION", IM TERRIFIED OF TRANSEXUAL PEOPLE AND I DONT WANT TO CONTIONOUSLY THINK OF BEING A TRANSEXUAL. I WANT TO ENJOY MY LIFE AS  A GIRL, AND LIVE UP TO THE DREAM OF ME BEING A SUCESSFUL WOMAN IN LIFE, NOT A MAN. IM SO DEPRESSED, IM TAKING PROZAC (FIRST DAY). IM LIVING IN HELL, MY ANXIETY IS SO BAD THAT I THROW THINGS, CRY OUT  IN DISGUST AT THE FACT OF ME TRANSITIONING. I dont know anymore. is this ocd or gid.

[lily168]

Hey

Sorry to hear you've been having a bad time.

Check some of the other threads, there are some going on right now on this exact topic .... i think u will gain a lot from reading the advice!

[BluCrystal]

Owch, honey!  You need some psychiatric help as soon as you can get it, so you can begin to feel better.  Your thought processes appear to be caught in a loop on this subject.  I am not qualified to give you much help on this, other than to encourage you to please seek help as soon as possible.  Know that you are not alone, others here have the same problems you do, and alot of them will chime in when they see your post.  Keep us updated, and toss us a post whenever you want to. :-)  Blessings - Blu