My OCD has taken on a new form. I am now scared of accidentally hitting a person and not realizing it. I know, I know, how can you hit something, let alone a person and not realize it... but this is my life.
I drive back to the "scene", I check my car, I check the news, I ask for reassurance... I just don't know how to enjoy driving again.
Today I was driving with a friend and a pedestrian crossed very close to my car, downtown driving... my friend says that I most certainly did NOT hit anyone. My typical response would be to circle back...but I wanted to try CBT. Now I am at home anxious as hell, and freaking out.
I just want this to stop.