I am going through this also, Im not sure what my diagnosis is. I have been told I have OCD but I get confused that maybe its not the same thing? I wouldn't worry about it. Though, just wondering, do any of you feel triggers down there when you see/think about someone of the same sex? I dont know if Im alone in that!
Good luck and dont worry
I completely understand what you are going through. Recently, my older brother came out to me, and in doing so, it caused me to question my own sexuality. It became an obsession of mine, causing me to think about other girls all the time. Like you, I could never see myself actually getting in a physical relationship with a girl, but ALL I did was fantasize about other women. At the time, I had a long time boyfriend of three years and for months I kept it bottled up and was too afraid to open up to him. When I finally told him, he was taken back and at first I thought he was going to leave me. Soon I found out, my impression of how he took the news couldn't have been farther from the truth. He told me that I should see a psychologist and he was by my side the whole time. I came to realize that my brother coming out to me, after all these years, had triggered these thoughts, and with help, they could be controlled.
With all that being said, is it possible that someone you are close to has recently come out to you?
i understand what you're going through because i have the same thing.
there are triggers for HOCD, such as a traumatic break up (that's what I had) and suddenly you think you're gay. it is something you need to go to a psychologist about.
looking at gay porn is part of the obsession , don't worry its as if you're constantly trying to reassure yourself that you're not gay. if you find a picture that does make you feel a little aroused DON'T WORRY, even heterosexual people can encounter attraction with same sex given the right circumstances.
You'll be okay, just get some help and overcome the dissorder
You're not alone with these HOCD obsessions. Check a sight called www.stuckinadoorway.co.uk This is a common obsession in ocd sufferers.