Hey,
I want to ask about Pocd and this have bothered me a lot. I don't think that I'm a pedophile but these obsessive thoughts just put me think twice. I don't want to think about these thoughts because I find them disturbing and awful. People whom I get the most stress from are girls who are 12-15 year-olds. I'm 18-year-old male myself. But the most disturbing thing is my groin. Movements down there are scarying me. Also I sometimes repeat to myself like 'don't move down there' or 'don't get aroused' or something along those lines. But the absolute worst part is when I get aroused. It gives me huge anxiety and stress. Once I saw two girls who are 15 just humping each other with clothes on and I got aroused. I started to think like why the f*** I'm aroused. I started to think like I'm in denial or something and I was so scared. This arousing thing is like too much for me to handle. I believe I can handle the thoughts and other stuff with this but not the arousal. So I have few questions and if you can answer these, it would mean world to me.
1. Does it seem to you guys that I have POCD or not?
2. What is this arousal thing?
3. What should I do if I get aroused and should I be scared?