Hello everyone. I figured this community was the closest or most relative to my problem or whatever it may be, so here i am....
Anyway this may sound disgusting and silly but here goes nothing.....
Ok so i have this things with watching the relationship between characters/actors on TV. I just love how couples look at each other and how they express their love. I mean it doesnt happen with every couple, but the ones that i feel are perfect for each other you could say. Well anyway, i have this specific couple which i like to watch over and over again. Its nothing innapropriate of course, all it is is watching them tell each other how much they love the other. I fin dit really sweet watching them, and i always watch scenes over and over again til i have had enough.This takes up most of my day whenever i am able to go on the computer. But the addictive part is that whenever i watch the romantic parts, i get this feeling in my stomache. Its like a sweet tickle. And i quite like the feeling. But i feel so ABNORMAL telling everyone this.
But here comes the disgusting part (And goodness i feel so gross saying this), but you know that feeling where you hold pee/urine in? Well i often do that while i fantasize about them together, and that brings that sweet tickle to my stomache again. I am sorry for probably ruining your day... but i have absoluetly no idea what this is.....