It's not that I won't, I physically and mentally can't, but nobody seems to understand that and forces me to go - which merely results in sitting in the bathroom crying. I suspect this is a side-effect of my PTSD, I have severe PTSD from traumatic experiences, some of which I still go through on the daily. I'll mentally collapse in the halls and shut down, the number of people is overwhelming. I'm afraid I'm not getting a proper education. on average I currently go to school once, for a few hours, every few weeks. Has anyone gone through this and help me? I'm having so many panic attacks because I feel like I'm not going to get a proper education, but it dreads me to go to school so much that I forget all my fears and lock myself in the bathroom all day. Please help!