just waiting.........

[StephRox13]

I've been feeling pregnant lately. But how many times have we felt that & come up with disappointment? I wanna say this time's different but how many times have I said that in the last 5yrs of ttc?  Last week I took a hot it was neg, of course. Now its a week later & still no period....do I dare hope? Sure I'm having some pregnancy symptoms, late period, bloating, sore enlarged breasts, moodiness, peeing more, acne, occasional nausea, but....I have PCOS, just a normal day really. But this time is different. I can feel it. I miscarried in July. So if I am prego, how long will it last? I'm afraid to do another test but I'm going to have to soon. My boobs keep getting bigger, my bloatiness isn't going away, & my period is still a no show. Isn't it terrible to go to the bathroom & wipe hoping to God you don't see pink. Then do a little happy dance when you've made it another day? But......pcos.......could I really be pg? Or is this just another trick? Sigh.......wish me luck & courage to take another test. Happy Wednesday.

[StephRox13]

I got my BFP! I'm about 6 weeks.

Just FYI.......I'm 32. I have PCOS. Hot pg with my son when I was 23, no meds. When he was 4 we started ttc. Nothing, even after trying infertility meds. In June 2010, surprise got pg (no meds) but miscarried at 3 1/2 weeks. OB said wait 3 cycles b4 trying again I waited 1. Now I'm pg again (without meds again.) Crazy. Praying we stay healthy & baby develops.

[Destani214]

awaw sssbd to you!!! Hope you get your bfp