I can't handle this anymore- HCG Dropped

[rdh1981]

Well on Sunday my beta was 19 HCG and Progesterone 10. Today HCG 16 and Progesterone 5

Why me??? God already has my sweet Baby Cooper. I don't think I can handle this anymore.  

I am so sad.  

[kaykia]

How many weeks are you now? do you know ? because it seems that you are less?

[tahariel]

I so sorry. Just try to remember that everything has its own time. Things may not happen when we want them to, but they do happen when they are suppose to. Hugs and best wishes.

[melimeli]

I am so sorry honey, you will get a baby soon I know it... there are no words but just know that soon it will happen

[have 2 kids]

Rachel- I'm sorry.   I know you are so sad right now but you need to find the strength
to go on.    Try again to make your dream come true.   Don't give up!    

[adgal]

Rachel, when are they testing HCG again?  Usually when you have a BFP this early in your cycle, you will not really miscarry.  It is usually called a chemical pregnancy, and will be more like a  heavy AF that usually is a bit late.  So try not to worry too much about that.  

Your little miracle is going to happen sweet lady.  Just keep believing and when the time is right its going to happen.  I just know it.  Hugs hugs to you.

[azqtpies]

Rachel,

I am sooo sorry, I cant imagine how you feel ... I am sending special thoughts and prayers up for you. God has big plans for you in this world though we never understand why we get choosen to suffer such pain and test he knows and we must trust in him.  You are stong and have great strength inside... PLEASE look down inside and grab that strength and hang on to it! you will have another lil angel to get to hold and keep in your arms please believe. I too only wish we all knew our plan in life and our destiny but we dont so we hang on to our faith and let god lead us though we feel we are lead blind through most of the times.. he will only led us safe so believe Rachel you will make it through this. God only takes these special lil angels home with him early for very special reasons that only he knows Let me know if there is anything that I can do I am here for you. Please be strong!!!

Hugs and prayers

Kelly

[mandy38]

Rachel I'm so sorry, only just seen the post and I know you're thinking why me and all you want is a baby in your arms to love, but and I really don't want you to take this the wrong way, you need to give yourself time physically and mentally to come to terms with losing little cooper, you're body may not be ready for it yet.  If this pregnancy isn't to be, try and give yourself the time to get yourself well.  I know my story is nothing compared to yours but I had to give myself two years before I could take that chance again, because had I got pregnant straight away after what I went through and remember I never went full term like you, which is incomprehensible, well I'd have felt just as you do like it's some curse.  Please, take time after this and it will happen for you.  My prayers are with you/

[rdh1981]

Thanks everybody.  I can't believe now I just have to sit and wait for the m/c to start.

[pcarsey]

Rachel,

I am so sorry you are going through this, but please rest assure that God and Lil Cooper have big plans for you! You know how I feel about that little guy and I really believe he is in control here! He could have plans that you may not understand now but in due time you will know exactly why he is doing things his way!

It will happen my dear friend, that I am sure of! Call me if you need to,, I am here!

((Big Hugs))
Patty

[prevatt77]

I'm so sad having to read this post.  I will continue to pray for you and you need to stay strong and you will make it through all this.  You're a very strong woman and you will be blessed, just don't give up hope yet.

Hugs,
Debbie

[kellym]

I am beyond sad for you :( It will come Rachel,  it will come ;(

[miacante]

I am so sorry to hear that!! I know it is hard with all the things you've been through.  Stay strong and pray.  Everything happens for a reason that sometimes can not be explained.  I will also pray for you and when the timing is right, everything will fall into place for you. Stay strong and keep the faith.

Sending you great big hugs!!!

[allip68]

I'm sorry too, Rachel :(

[alikat1205]

i am soo sorry.  it *****.  

[adgal]

Aww Rachel, I am so sorry.  I don't even know what to say except that you are an incredibly strong woman, and I know you will get through this.  I believe with all my heart that you will have your strongest wish come true.  You know I am here if you need me.  Huge hugs and I am keeping you in my prayers and thoughts.

Amanda

[babyprayers]

oh man I am so freeking sorry!!! hugs to you