As you all know, I had Ian via c-section on 7-9-09 at 5:13 p.m. He was MUCH smaller than the doctors/sonograms estimated...he was 6 lbs 12 oz, 19 inches long. Which, for me, is small. His lungs were mature but, apparently because of the c-section, he still had fluid in his lungs and was breathing short, shallow breaths. So, I saw him for a few minutes then they took him to the NICU. His daddy was with him the whole time, which made me feel a little better. I wasn't able to see him until about 10:15 p.m. The good thing was, he nursed really well right from the start. He's a good little eater and I'm sure he'll chub up soon!
The c-section itself was okay...I'm still upset about having one. It just felt like I was an observer in the birth of my child, rather than the one actually giving birth. The pain the first few days was tolerable...but I'm in a lot of pain now. Still very swollen and bruised. I had my tubes tied at the same time...and I guess I'm going through some baby blues now. But, even though I know I don't want any more children, and going through another pregnancy would be difficult...I guess I'm just a little sad knowing that I CAN'T have any more children. :::sigh::: I can't wait to get out of this funk. LOL.
But, the bottom line is, the baby is fine now. He is gorgeous. He is healthy. And I feel so fortunate to have him. It's always unbelievable to me how much you can love a tiny little person you just met.
Anyway...I wanted to tell all of you thank you SO much for all your support and "online companionship" through these long months. You gals are priceless and it has been so great having all of you to chat and vent with. I'm planning on still sticking around, because I HAVE to know how everyone is doing. So, you're not getting rid of me!
Tricia