Growing a human is scary and stressful no matter if it's your tenth. Lol. Do you have a support person you can talk to? I found when I was feeling particularly vulnerable, the more I talked about it.. no matter how irrational it seemed, the better I felt. Even here in this community.
Girl, I'm right here with you.
You would think you could handle a 2nd or 3rd pregnancy but I'm super nervous and this is my 2nd. I'm 33wks.
My first pregnancy went perfect and this one is going perfect. Stay strong (: everything will be okay