9weeks depression is taking a big turm

[WAWABABY]

I feel alone like I don't have anybody to talk to hang out with or even call. I have no friends.. I called to join groups just to get out the house. since I had to stop a lot of things I use to do for the safety of my baby. My depression has gotten worse its not stress at all.. I try to talk to the father but I only get more sad when he don't respond. I work at night and put on the fakest smile just to get threw the shift. I'm trying not to turn back to my medication. But idk how to really control something I've had for years of growing up with out (a smoke).. Can u ladies give me some advise I'm in tears..

[lucybooskie]

It's hard to receive a blessing when we're busy wanting to hurt ourselves.  Unfortunately we still have that choice. If ur mind is working against ur heart then ignore ur mind for r now because the heart gotta win sometime n that time is now.  U r not alone.  U can find a way to express ur emotions without really talking about urself and before u know it they'll think ur talking about them and u would have made a new friend.

[lcarmichael]

I am 36 weeks today and I went through this up until a couple weeks ago when I made a lot that I do about my kids which took my mind off things and really made me happy.. I also started traveling even if it was a turn around trip it was good to get away.. Maybe this will help and work for u

[yannasbaby1]

I honestly go through the samething as far as the deep thoughts. I have pick up some classes yoga, cookin classes, and take my goodson out any chance i can get. remember its your hormones thats gettin the best of you.