Holy moly, the time has come....eiik. Just over two weeks early, because my blood pressure has been consistantly getting too high. Three trips to the hospital from my Dr, and they have decided to induce me today at 5pm.
I am so emotional. Lol I am so excited to finally hold Kayla, but also absolutely terrified of the process of child birth. I am shy in terms of my body, and also obviously do not want to be in pain. Then for as ready as I have felt, there is that fear of not being ready.
Tonight ir tomorrow I will have a little precious baby girl to devote my everything to. Eeeeik. I just want to be the best mom in the world and give her the happiest, most succesful and fulfilling life possible.
Ahhh....I am going to be a mommy. Lol
Wish me luck for today that they bring on the drugs, and everything is smooth sailing for my healthy little baby girl being delivered!! And throw in a quick wish too please. :)Life is going to change for the better today.
Much love to all the mommies and mommies to be out there. And all of the Daddies too.
xx