just annoyed

[shardonnay04]

I lost my mom to last month to cancer. I'm now 40+2 with my first child and scheduled to be induced Tuesday. I'm just so annoyed by everyone calling and texting me all the time about how I'm doing. I know it wouldn't be so excessive if Mommy hadn't passed away. I wish she was here for me to vent and pout like the spoiled brat she helped mold me into lol. Everyone is just concerned. I get it, but they're still getting on my nerves. I'm ready to tell everyone to leave me alone, and I'll text them when I'm in labor. That would only cause mass panic.

I know it won't be much better when the baby is here, but at least I'll have more of an excuse to miss their calls. I'm sure my hormones aren't helping. I actually like being knocked up. I just had to vent about the people working my nerves. This is the only place I can let it out. I talk to my husband, and he's great. It's not the same as talking to people who are in my shoes.

[shardonnay04]

My in laws won't make it. I'm kinda glad although I know it ***** for hubby. I see it as less people here to stress me out. I know it's all in love. I'll have to keep taking deep breaths until it calms down. Thanks. I knew someone on here could help me feel better.

[smkap14]

I went through the samething 3years ago. I lost my sister and then had my daughter 5 weeks later.  I felt like everyone was just staring at me when they came to the hospital.   Like they were wanting me to breakdown. Of course leave it to my awful in laws to say and act completly stupid.   It took everything out of me not to say anything.  Eventually everyone will back off, but until then be thankful that so many people love you.   I know the crazy hormones don't help.