I am a third time mommy. I have a six year old and a four year old. When they were born I let everyone come see me and hold them after I had them. This time I'm having huge anxiety over letting even my husband hold our baby after he's born. I've had a terrible pregancy this time be in hosptial several times. Its been a nightmare on me. I think that's why I feel so diffrently this time. I don't even want anyone but my mom and husband there when I have him or even to come see us at all. I just want my baby to myself. Has anyone ever felt like this?? I wish I could let it go but the thought of anyone but me holding my baby makes me sick. I hope I get over this and soon. Bc for my husband its his first and his families first grandchild.