I am beyond depressed and frustrated.

[Treksy]

I was still only 2% but 70%
She stripped my membranes. But there was no blood. :/
Basically wouldnt let me leave without scheduling a c section. A week from Monday... 7:30am. I know I could still go before then. But DAMN IT! I am soooo mad and frustrated! I feel like this whole thing is being ripped from me and I have to be cool with it! People keep saying "all that really matters is that the baby is healthy!" Wtf!? What about meeeee!? Why does it not matter if Meagan is healthy?! I dont want to be stapled shut taking care of 3 kids...in a 3 floor home! I dont want to have to have my first days home with my baby be on painkillers.
I had a vbac before with a 9lb 5oz baby. Why are they making such a huge deal this time!!? Its because Im fat this time around... why that matters, I do not know. Its really discouraging not to have the confidence from my drs!

I have one last option... which could likely result in c section anyway...
I can be induced at a different hospital...thats further away. My family would be far...
But they keep telling me the risk of rupture and they have me scared stupid over it!

I dont know what to do here! Ive just been bawling since I got home.

[JanelleApril10]

Its been an hour ... Anything new has happen??  update pleaseee !!!! :-)

[asmith21488]

Jenanddave i just got mine today its at 4pm....wth...im def gonna cheat a little

[vane1826]

My doctor yesterday said in youtube there are some stretching videos that can help you go into labor I haven't tired them yet but I'm looking into it tonight. I'll be 40weeks on Sunday and I'm so ready to have this baby.

[jenanddaveplus3]

Hey look on the bright side your dr is smart enough to give you a 7am c section. I scheduled mine months ago and they gave me 1 date 1 time and it's at 1pm. Seriously who the efffff makes a pregnant girl wait all day long hungry and nervous for a scheduled c section?? Mine! I've cried my eyes out to get saying I can't I need a morning and she says..uh .sorry. I can't change it. I'm beyond po'ed and t I'd why I want to go into labor..basically to spite her and make her come to the hospital on an off day haha.'

[Treksy]

It hurt. But mostly because she had her knuckles rammed up against my crotch lol
It only took a sec though. I asked about it before hand. She didnt tell me she was doing it until I asked. Then she was like..,oh I did lol

[jamiek63]

Hey treksy, did it hurt getting the membrane sweep Done?  Or is it tolerable