The last year for me has been terrible. I'm 34 weeks and I wanna b thrilled about my little girl coming but it seems like every terrible thing that can happen has happened and keep happening. Last year I buried my grandmother, my grandfather, and my little brother. All within a few months time and as recent as christmas. Now my dad's cancer has come back for the 4th time after 3 years of fighting it...and it has metastasized. I don't even know if he will b alive for my daughter to be born. I feel like I can't breathe and I don't feel like I can even be happy about my little girl.