Ok so I am 23 weeks+2. Due 2/4/15
And the father of my child was recently put in jail and is facing anywhere up to 5 years we've been together for 7 1/2 years had 2 miscarries an now he's not going to be home for the birth of our first baby and i act like it does not bother me but it does really bad knowing he won't be there just makes me feel some type of way I don't know what to do I know I gotta keep moving forward but it makes me sad for my son that he's not going to know his dad I blame him so much for the wrong mistakes he has made.....it makes me sick to my soul