depression and broken heart

[RavenER]

I am suffering from major depression,  apparently all my life. I'm great mom. I love my kids. I found my soul mate so I thought. I have five kids all together  three different father's.  Three from one and one from about her, and one I'm pregnant by now.  I didn't want no more kids.  But guy I met had no kids, note we known eachother five yrs, friends before anything.  When I was just turning six months pregnant,  I'm seven months now. He left me for another woman who can't have kids. Me him was like close, and always together cause that what he wanted.  Now he triggered my depression I had thought I got better and had no more. I so in love with him this hurts.  Now I'm doing pregnancy alone, and gave no friends,  No one i feel I can't trust anymore. My kids temporary living with they auntie.  I staying in a maternity home now. Why he has a home. I over stressed, and this place consently pressuring me to go to school.  I have a learning disability on top of that. I don't know what to do?  No housing here in Atlanta GA.  Resources are very limited.  I just want be stress free,  live in peace, and have a healthy baby with a healthy environment.  Sorry  I needed to just vent out. Feel like I'm losing hope. Oh btw I having a boy.

[joamb]

I'm sorry this has happened to you. He honestly sounds like a jerk for leaving while your pregnant. I hope he will pay some kind of child support once baby is born. It might be hard right now but you seriously deserve someone better! Also maybe talk to your doctor is something you could take temporarily for the depression or some friends or family that could help.

[RavenER]

Sorry my phone auto correct some my words it really wack.