Honestly I had huge problems with my third. My Youngest was 7 and I thought I was done... I was truly devastated. I considered giving her up for adoption even. But never started any paperwork thankfully. Because as soon as I saw her and held her I loved her with every bit of my heart and soul. My guess is that once you meet this baby your heart will overflow with love. It wont always be easy thats for sure life never is. Our instincts kick in and love abounds. Good luck and blessings hon.