Thanks you hun Al the beat on ur pregnancy x
I'm sorry about your losses. I know it's hard but try not to blame yourself. It isn't your fault. This is my first pregnancy to carry past 8 weeks (I'm 19 now). I've been super anxious the entire time too! It's hard not to be. I counted down to 13 weeks as well. I think most of us are like that. I hope that this is your rainbow!