So I am 37 weeks pregnant,ftm.
I have been married for two years to a man whom I love so much and I know he is in love with me.. So, before I got pregnant, I had a nice athletic body, now 37 weeks later I am 25 pounds bigger, but I still look good and I always take care of myself. He mentioned that he wants me to get back in shape once our baby is here and I know I will because that's what I want anyway..
Anyhow, I just woke up from a horrible dream, that my husband came back from on of his business trips with a bra in his suitcase, I confronted him and he confessed :(((
The pain I felt in the dream was so bad, I felt like I wanted to die..I woke up with so much pain in my chest and tears in my eyes..
I know it is a dream..But it still
managed to get to me , really bad :(
Is it the ppregnancy, my self-esteem, what is it? I cannot imagine this happening for real , because it is beyond painful... Please help me..I think my hormones are driving me crazy :(