Doesn't necessarily have to do with my pregnancy.. But today looking at my children, daughters 9 and 10 and son almost 3, plus I'm 20wks 5 days with a baby girl (our last baby).. I began getting super depressed :( our little boy is getting a big boy bed tomorrow and the girls are hitting pre-teen age. And today our son decided he only wants to drink out of cups now and the oldest was telling me about a boy she likes at school! I just want to cry! Even though I'm high risk and we have had some scared and this pregnancy has been super rough on my body, I don't ever want her to come out n start growing up! Lol I guess I just needed to vent a little, I'm feeling so overwhelmed. Please enjoy your pregnancies and little ones ladies! I know it's rough sometimes, but after they are born, there is no stopping them from growing up! Hope you all have a lovely evening and God bless :)