It will come all together.. Mine was by far in planed and be and the dad have been barely together I was on birth control and it happened. I also bought a brand new car and was going to go back to school full time as I worked.. I got the news I felt like a rec I even broke up with my bf before I found out but the day I saw the baby I felt a lil eased then when I found out the sex I was in tears of joy.. My pregnancy hasn't been the greatest or planed to well but me and my bf are very strong and getting stronger and now I can't wait for our son to get here.. Its OK to feel this way it will go away in time.. Everything will work out
I had a lot of ultrasounds initially because they were trying to figure out whether it was in the right spot. So I've seen the heartbeat etc. That was more stressful as it waa emergency appoitnments and it seemed like I'd have to get one of my tubes removed.
I have my first "normal" ultrasound in the city on monday and my boyfriend will be there so maybe some thing will click then.
A child is a blessing....have you had an ultrasound yet? Or maybe when you find out of its a boy or girl things will get more exciting.....your life isn't over many people still accomplish their life goals and have children.....it could just be from so many changes in your hormones....I'm sorry your sad I hope you get feeling better and more excited to....try thinking about what a great mother your gonna be and how much that baby is going to love their momma :)
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Im pregnant with my third bb n i was in denial for the longest time but once i saw the bb in the ultrasound my mood changed to excitement! I hopeu get there when u see ur bb on the uultrasound monitor i wish u the best of luck!