Newbie and worried.....

[Northgal76]

Hi everyone. I just wanted to introduce myself. I am new to the site. I currently found out that I am pregnant. I did a home pregnancy test last week and it was positive. I have Polycystic Ovarian Disease and have been on Clomid to try and conceive. Well seems to have worked...finally. I am a mother to a 9 and 5 year old. My first pregnancy I miscarried at 14 weeks. Next pregnancy I gave birth to Michael my 9 year old. Then My third pregnancy I went into premature labor at 24 weeks. My son jacob lived 4 days and now rests in heaven. My forth pregnancy I gave birth to Nicholas my 5 year old. Now here I am on my 5th pregnancy. I am excited and so scared at the same time.  About a week ago I had the nausea for about three days. Then I woke up and it was gone. I have had the tender breasts for a few weeks and now today it seems to be not as severe. I do through out the day get the cramping sensation as if you were going to start your period. Though I have no bleeding.

I am worried about the coming then leaving of symptoms. I seem to find myself searching and searching the web for answers and when you dig you can end up worrying yourself even more than needed. Yes, I am a worrier LOL. Its nice to be able to talk with others that are going through the same stages as I am. I hope to become great friends with you all and wish us all the best of pregnancy

[peterjl]

I agree about the paranoia and worry- before losing my baby, I never dwelled much on any symptoms.  I think I know to much now after endless research.  Hope everything goes well for you!

[Northgal76]

Thanks so much for commenting back on me. I have yet to do the blood work for my HCG levels. I am hoping the blood work form is in the mail today for me as it was mailed on Friday. I definitely agree that I too wish time would go faster. I can tell you honestly with my 2 pregnancies that I carried my children to term, both of them I had spotting. I totally understand that you are scared. I was as well. I know its hard but just rest your body. I know its easier said then done. I think when you have lost one before you are more paranoid and worry so much. I am hoping that all goes well for you too and if you need someone to lend a listening ear I am here :)

[peterjl]

I also have PCOS and lost my last pregnancy at 16 weeks.  It has been 2 yrs and I finally got pregnant.  My HCG numbers are rising okay, but I started spotting with light cramps today- so I'm very worried something isn't right.  I also have no nausea and my breasts are not as sore.  I with the first 6 wks would go faster- I know how hard it is not to worry about every little thing.  Hoping all goes well for you and your little one.

[Northgal76]

oh yes I just wanted to add this too. I cant really explain it. I feel funny. Like sometimes I feel so good that I dont even feel pregnant anymore??