Welcome to MEDHELP. I can not even begin to understand your pain but there are women here who have been through similar situations and will be very supportive and helpful during your journey.
I also left you a note i hope you find comfort.
Hi! I left you a message on your journal. I am here if you need me!
Hi, welcome to medhelp and I am very, very sorry for your loss. It sounds like you are looking for help with grief and maybe some clues as to what went wrong. You could try the overcoming grief forum
http://www.medhelp.org/forums/Overcoming-Grief--Loss/show/12 . As for what happened to your little one, maybe some others on this forum can give you some insight. My heart goes out to you.
-LMC
You can ask a question,the same way as you have posted this.Im so sorry for your loss,my heart goes out to you and your family.Im sure there will be ladies here who may have experienced this.They are no words I can say,but sending you lots of hugs.