Aww sorry to hear your down mama,keep your head up and maybe try picking up a hobby,writing might be really good getting all your thoughts out, painting, dont stay cooped up in the house to much either get out enjoy nature. Plus your lil one wants you to be a happy mommy!
I to suffer from manic depression and am off medication I am 34w6d and have been on that emotional rollercoaster my entire pregnancy the one.thing I have found to keep my emotions under Control is to try and keep busy the busier u are the less time ur mind has to wonder talk to possitive people and just keep in.mind this will all be over soon my husband has no idea how.to handle my out bursts lol he don't know why I will be happy one moment and in tears the next just keep ur head up and try to stay possitive but most of all try to keep busy