BFP but i am so not wanting this right now...

[laura1985]

well ladies, i was late for my period as of yesterday. i took a test and got a very faint bfp. its so faint you can barely see it.

i am so mad at myself right now. we are moving into our new house on thursday. this is a huge (and expensive) step for us. i cannot afford to miss work or be sick. i know how this pregnancy will end. after 5 miscarriages, i am not feeling confident about this one. i havent told anyone about this. i just needed to get it off of my chest. i know i am gonna catch a lot of flack for getting pregnant again and for being upset about it. i wish i would have been able to go on birth control, but since i have a history of blood clots i cant be on it. my doctor wouldnt do the copper iud, so ive been trying to find a doctor who would. ugh...sorry just needed to vent.

[laura1985]

well, i got the test from a girl i work with because she recently had a m/c and has been ttc recently. she had one in her bag lol. i took the test and it was a walgreens brand. nothing showed in the results screen, which i would assume means its a bad test (its supposed to show the one line to show it worked, and then a plus or minus). i guess ill go on my lunch break and grab one from the store. i go to lunch in 1 hour so ill let you ladies know something as soon as i do! kinda glad that test didnt work cause i dont trust the blue dye tests anyway.

[Anya1984]

So, is it still BFP?

[Mumita]

Please let me/us know of the results :)

[laura1985]

i still havent tested...and still no af.

i was put on the lovenox because of mthfr. they told me that was one of the reasons i was miscarrying. i also have low progestrone. i havent started back on the lovenox yet because i dont even know for sure if i am preggo. i am going to test here in a minute tho.

[Mumita]

Then just let it be and take your supplements.  Are you going to start taking lovenox?  I know that you have a blood clotting issue, but is that related to the pregnancy or is a risk to you?
What I mean is, is the blood clotting issue what's keeping you from having a successful pregnancy OR is the blood clotting issue worse and life threatening for you during pregnancy?
I really don't want to give you the wrong advice so I'm hessitant to really say anything but to make an appointment with your doctor and let it be until your doctor tells you otherwise.

In my mind, at this very delicate time in the developing embryo, I wouldn't do much in terms of chemicals or things to put in your body that aren't natural because at this critical time there are cells forming, dividing, creating, once the fetus is formed then it can take more...but right now I wouldn't do anything that would compromise the development of the embryo, IF you ARE pregnant.  I would continue the small dose of aspirin that you are taking, continue the vitamins and the omega 3 and hope for the best.  Once the doctor tells you otherwise then follow his advice.

I am sooo hopeful for you :)

[laura1985]

last time i was sick as a dog and it still didnt last :\ i kinda want to take one, but then again i am scared to. if i get another bfp then i  will make an appt, but not till the 8 week mark like you suggested.