the verdict is in

[waitn838]

im literally writing this in tears.....i went to the doc office today and the urine test came back as a negative..i know now im not preg but asked the doc to draw blood to find out my HCG levels...im just waiting now for that call that says negative

my hopes have been shattered....to make it worse...my doc said if im not preg i should not be trying to get preg for the next 3-6 months and my hemotologist will let me know when he recommends it

i thought for sure i ws prego...but i want to be preg so bad my mind plays tricks on me and im so depressed from this now

im going to go try and get some sleep and stop crying....

thank you all for your thoughts and prayers....its just not my time

[adawning4]

I am so sorry Terri, I know we all saw 2 lines there, its possible that the hcg will still come back positive. Try to think positive and dont worry, everything will work out for you! If your "not" pregnant than maybe it is Gods way of helping you get the docs attention to find an fix the problems at hand..... The last thing we all would want for you is to have you experience the same loss. I hope that your docs help you find the answers that are needed, so that you have your little one in your arms. Everything happens for a reason, but sometimes trying to find that reason can drive you insane. Dont give up hope and try to think positive! I will be thinking of you.....
Good Luck and God Bless You!!!!!

[rachie204]

aw sweetie I know how hard it is to stay positive and to not give up but if you keep at it and trust God when the time is right it will happen.  Dont give up hun.  PM me if you want.

[mamaofonetrying42]

Im so sorry to hear this!Im thinking of you!
((hug))

[xxangel]

hey babes :(:(:(:(:( sooo soooo sad for you right now!!!!! :( it "WILL" happen i know easier said than done but it will!  I thought you was preg i really did :( if its any comfort at all you have all of us here at medhelp to support you!!!! x x xxx massive hugs to you!

[LosingMyMindInGA]

I know how badly you want to get pregnant again.  Perhaps this is God's way of letting you know that there is something ELSE that needs to be addressed before you can have a healthy full term pregnancy.  It's far better to wait to get pregnant while you're getting this blood work and stuff figured out and hopefully corrected than to get pregnant before you straighten things out and have a repeat of what you have already gone through.  

I know it's hard, the waiting, the wanting, the yearning, the emptiness...but when the time is right it will happen.  Keep reminding yourself that in the big picture you have to take care of the preexisting issues in YOUR body before it can succesfully  create a healthy new life.  God has a plan for you and as hard as it is, there has to be patience while it plays out.  I'm confident that in the end you will be richly blessed and your arms will be filled with atleast one bundle of joy.  

I know this doesn't make the waiting and the aching any easier.  Sending lots of hugs your way.

[degriffdog]

I am so sorry this is happening to you, but when my sister lost her baby at 19 weeks her drs also told her to wait 3-6 months before trying again.  After that she had a blighted ovum, then she went to have her first son who is now 2 and 1/2 and she is currently pregnant with her second son due the first part of June.  I know this is very hard for you it was very hard on my sister who had to watch me with my 4 month old, at the time,  she wanted nothing to do with holding her, talking or feeding her until she was around 7 months old.  It will happen in due time.  lots of (((((HUGS)))))

[loismwallace]

I'm sorry you are having to go through all this....Think of it this way, maybe it's best to wait and let your body completely heal...It has gone through something so tramatic and it would probably be better for both you and your future baby. It will happen for you. I would, no matter how hard it is, follow your Dr orders. If you do conceive too soon it could be just as trajic. The longer you let your body heal, the better it will be for your future pregnancies. You need time to mourn your loss and heal your mind and body. God bless you! I don't think I could go through what you have and still wake up in the morning.

[bioclock1]

I'm praying that the HCG comes back positive if it's meant to be. I don't understand b/c we all saw 2 lines on those tests! Maybe the docs test is wrong and the hcg will prove you are! I"m keeping my fingers crossed for you but if it turns out to be negative, Try to stay hopeful b/c your day will come, I just know it!!!

My prayers are with you!

[ImHappyBeingMe]

I'll be praying for you. It might not be your time, but God is making your baby extra special right now! Keep your head up hunny!

[shasy03]

I'm so sorry sweetie....my prayers are with you right now...

[swade]

Take a break and relax with yourself if you can.. I always hated when you would be so sure and get the BFN. But it is going to happen, so spend as much time with your son and spoil him till that next one gets here.. I know it will all happen for you, but the timing it the best chance for that healthy baby.. Good luck chickie.. my thoughts and prayers are with you..

[Linzola1]

My prayers are with you I thought for sure it was your month. The pics of the tests you posted were positive. Keep Us posted. Best Wishes

[StressHead]

Oh that's awful :( Big hugs xx

[agamommy]

I am So Sorry... My prayers are with you.. Please don't give up hope.... it will happen when you least expect it...

Big Hugz To You,
Pamela

[LoandTansMom24]

I'm so sorry to hear this. I jus knew that u were preg 2. It will happen again for you. After we lost our first son, I was jus like you. I wanted to have another baby RIGHT THEN! From the time our 1st son was born until I got preg w/ my 2nd son was 8 mths. My doc also recommended that I didn't get preg for 6 mths, but out baby was full term. My thoughts & prayers are w/ u. U WILL get thru this. I know its hard.

[Michele, Katy, TX]

Oh my goodness....I am soooo very sorry.  I really thought you were pregnant too.

I too don't know why you have to wait, but I also don't know anything at all about your condition.  I hope you will get some answers soon.

I still don't understand how this condition didn't come out with your son.

You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

[carissarae]

oh my gosh honey i am so sorry. not to pry but why did they tell you to wait? didnt they tell you it was ok for you to go ahead?