Depression Problem! ftm plz respond

[QueenRubyRed]

How do you stop thinking about all the negative things that go through your mind I have a depression problem since i was little I've never seen anyone about it or told doctors.or family about it. But I used to smoke nd it did help. I've smoked twice now since I've found out im pregnant but I don't want to keep running to that. I have negative thoughts running through my mind right now nd I'm crying like crazy nd I can't stop. I was talking to my bf but he fell asleep nd asked me not to cry but I can't help it. What should I do? Sorry for the long post

[QueenRubyRed]

I will find another way I'm sorry but these medications nd side effects is not something I wanna deal with

[DaniellaOrAmalio]

Smoking isn't any better. You need to think about the baby and you being depressed is not good for the baby and neither is you smoking to feel better good for the baby so it's either meds or find another way other then smoking

[QueenRubyRed]

Idk I don't really want to be on a medication for it.

[DaniellaOrAmalio]

It may be that too I'm a first time mom I had depression for years I wasn't on meds since 2004 but my depression been really bad lately that I am up crying all day and night and I don't know why. I told my doctor and they gave me something to try and help it. I would really just talk to your doctor when you can about something to help you.

[QueenRubyRed]

I've never told anyone about it tho I've always been able to cope I figured it's just the hormone increase causing it to be a lil overwhelming at the moment

[DaniellaOrAmalio]

Don't stress so much I have depression also I got medicine from my ob doctor to help me maybe you should talk to your doctor also.