29 weeks

[mommychelsea20]

Im officially 29 weeks and I havent got nothing for my son. I am so scared of buying everything and something goes wrong god forbid. I lost a child already and I was so depressed for months and now I want to get things he needs but im too worries ill jinx myself. Honestly I kind of been avoiding this my whole pregnancy which I shouldn't but cant help it. Obviously you can tell im pregnant but sometimes I feel like im not and freak out or just have bad dreams. I hate being like this and my bf has been wanting to buy the crib and etc but I cry till he just tells me he will wait till im ready. I would really appreciate any advice from anyone .....

[beauty12]

i had miscarriage at 11wks baby stopped growing at 6wks 5days.. what worst is that before my miscarriage my sister in law had miscarriage at 19wks lost her baby boy.. till 20 wks this time i couldnt believe i was pregnant.. i had no attachment to baby.. i was so scared... even when i went for my first u/s my body was stressed out and so was my lil boy he wasnt moving properly.. i was told to relax by tech.. second u/s all i was looking for was heartbeat as soon as i saw that i was relieved.. i did not buy anything but i guess sometimes you need a push.. now i cant seem to stop buying things for him.. i still got that fear of loosing him but as i said as long as he is moving i know he is doing fine... when he stops moving i stop breathing and then wake him up just to make sure he is ok.. i m 30+2 days now

[mommychelsea20]

That ia exactly how I feel I am so nervous and cry randomly over it. I just dnt want to get crushed again..everyone tells me im fine and the baby is too but no one really understands how much I went through and it will always effect me. Till I have hin in my arms

[mommychelsea20]

I lost my first baby at 9 weeks so it was so early. So never really figured it out but my son is healthy n growing good

[beauty12]

you are going through what i went through.. i had miscarriage 6mnths prior to this pregnancy.. and was not willing to buy anything till i hit 30wks... although i had early miscarriage but i was just scared... but once my dh bought my lil boys travel set etc.. it felt so different.. i was telling him not to buy anything as it will become real for me... now with in two weeks we got so many things lol...
just trust urself and hopefully that fear will go away... i still look at stuff and think i have got 10wks to go what will happen... but coz i know he moves so i keep myself positive...

[RockRose]

Chelsea,  were they able to determine the cause of your first child's death?

Is it something that can be prevented this time?