It may have been scary today, but if god forbid your little boy ends up there you will be thankful. Hang in there & stay positive :-)
You are right, if my son is put there i will be more prepared but it was one of the hardest thingsivhave ever done and seen i think.
I wish i could have toured the nicu before my son was born. I was so scared when he was born. Didn't know where they were taking him or what they were going to do. I didn't even know what floor the nicu was on. It would have been nice to be prepared and some insight on what happens in there. I didn't get to see him for 48hrs after he was born due to my extremely high bp so my mind wondered.