What a total frickin' Bummer

[luvmybabes]

After a night of intense cramping my period arrived this morning. It's funny how I still hold out hope when it arrives thinking well maybe it will only be a little and its implantation until it comes with full force, and I'm like ahhh ****. I am a little bit sad but not as sad as I thought I would be. I am more mad at myself for letting me get ridiculous again and test like a crazy person for 2 days straight wasting like 45 dollars in pregnancy tests. I really don't understand why I didn't get pregnant. I mean I got pregnant with my other two children without any effort at all. Then to make matters worse I was at work today with all babies getting there portraits taken and a family of 6 came in. There childrens ages were 2, 4, 6, 8. Exactly how I want my kids to be.... I guess I have this month now to try then if I did get pregnant the baby would come right when Nicholas would be turning 2.  I don't know. I really don't know how some women do it for month and months or even years without getting pregnant....it is heart breaking really!! I have only done it 2 months and ti already feels like torture!! I guess it wasn't meant to be this month.... I think maybe this month I should make it fun ... instead of .. Ok lets do it now quick because I think I am ovulating. I am just gonna go with the flow... I am not even gonna think about when I ovulate or anything because that is when it always seems to work.  God bless all of you women that have been trying for months with no Luck ... My heart goes out to you and I really hope you get what you want and deserve!! Good luck Girls .......  :'-(     And for my friend Gina ...who has been awsome support for alot of women on here....I am keeping my fingers crossed and my hopes up that she'll get what she deserves this month.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*~*BABY DUST*~*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[luvmybabes]

Thanks everyone for you support!! I Love you guys!! LoL :-)

[StressHead]

Oh I'm sorry chick. I keep remembering all the years I was glad when AF came because I didn't want a baby yet and now I hate it when it arrives. I would love to just go with the flow but I can't help checking the dates :(

I hope next month is your lucky month!! xxxx

[johannaviles]

You will get pregnant soon, God will give you the blessing, and I will pray its very soon!
Baby dust to you!  

[Riot_Queen]

That's EXACTLY what happened to me gurl.

My fiancee n I tried n tried n tried and tried and NOTHING was working.
So I started freaking out thinking I was barren.
Either that or his lil pocket army wasn't strong enough. lol.

So we're were just like "AH WTFE forget it, it's not happening!"

And then next thing I know, I was pregnant.
lol.

And now I'm gunna be 14 weeks here on tuesday!

So like you said, just go with the flow...
Don't even think about it, and it will happen.

[Gina209]

We actually met on here, we're just really close.

According to my Calendar AF is due 4/10..but knowing my whacky cycles could be before or after then!

[JoyRenee]

Are you guys friends IRL?! That is so cool if you are!!!

Gina, any news on your front? Is AF due yet?

[Gina209]

Thanks for saying that Kelly...that was really sweet :) I totally relate to everything you said! I'm sorry stinkin AF came.....you know how crazy we both got this past month...all I can say is you're a wonderful woman and mother and I know you're gonna get your BFP soon, you deserve it girl! Just remember I'm here for ya!!
XOXO

[JoyRenee]

Awwwwwwwww... so sorry it didn't happen this month! Yeah, totally go with the flow, sweetie!!! I hope you get a beautiful, bright BFP next month!