Aw ;( im sorry your having a really hard time. I really honestly wasnt insulting you at all. im in the same situation as you as far as living costs :/ and dont worry here in a forum full of hormonal women, there really is a fight between somebody everyday. It really cant be helped xD but hey we're a bunch of pregnant women. (we're allowed to get grumpy)
I'm sorry you've been going through a lot. It seems to always pour when its raining.. keep your faith girl there's always the calm after the storm.
I'm sorry your having such a hard time hun
I hope it gets better :)