rant about myself:/

[emeryg]

Sometimes I feel horrible for just turning 19 and already having two kids. Because I've lost friends just from becoming a mother. I never thought about having kids it's weird how life went it all just happen so quickly.. I had my first at 15 I was way to young I wasn't even thinking about the possibilities of becoming pregnant I was not taught about anything but being very young with my first I swear I love my little girl to death and supported her and never left her side were so close now  I'm 19 gonna have a boy next week when I swore after my last pregnancy that id never get pregnant but years later here I am again although I disappoint myself they are my own actions and I take responsibility and no matter what these kids will be loved unconditionally by me and I will never ever leave there side. They have my heart. But after this one wow I really need to stop I am aware of how young I am. But atleast I take responsibility for my actions.

[emeryg]

Thank you ladies:)

[Pamela0128]

Dont feel bad:) i had my first at 17 and now im having twins in nov im 21 now. I was one of those girls that thought getting pregnant was just not gonna happen to me, but i was wrong and i have a beautiful, smart 4 1/2yr old babygirl:) she has always had everything she needed and im proud of myself for taking responsibility of my actions and taking care of my daughter. Alot of teen mothers just throw their children off on their parents so never feel down about yourself ! You raised your babygirl and you'll do the same for this baby:) good luck mama:)

[HappyMommyBear]

there's a positive side it to it though.. when they get older, they're just like your brother and sister.. which for me is great.. had my daughter at 20 and now she's 4.. i know we'll have a great bonding until she's old..and i can be her best friend..cheer up..at least you can still have the energy to be a young grandma someday..

[newmommynow]

That's good that you notice it. Props for still wanting the best for your kids. Yes you are very young for having two kids.