so upset!!! dont know what to do ;(

[monica8473]

I'm 30 weeks and will be 19 in Aug, this is my first baby and am so excited I love my baby already, but I'm not entitled to any support whasoever, no money, no house no nothing, I have to live with my mam and she's not very good she refuses to stop smoking in the house until 3 weeks before my baby is born but I need to wash the stuff that are destroyed in smoke but there's no point because she is going to continue to smoke, she doesn't understand what I want for my baby, she thinks cuz she did it three times and we were ok with what she did that she can do it now but I don't care what she did with her children I want better for mine, I'm under so much stress and my boyfriend is really not helping he is being offered all the help get can get but refuses it when if I was offered it is take there hand as well, he puts me under so much stress more than I should handle, and doesn't think being pg is a big deal and everytime I say it too him he thinks I'm just being hormonal that's all everyone ever says, I feel like no one gives a **** about me or my baby and no one understands me, all I want is the best for my baby, I gave up smoking (which I did for 8 years) got through my education while 6 months pg, bought everything out of the savings I had, I'm trying so hard and under stress that I can actually feel my baby going to come early which stresses me even more, I just don't know what to do or who to talk to as I have nobody and am so alone! I never expected it to be this hard ;(

[hinkypunkheid]

In Oregon you can get just about everything for free.

[stephannieluvv]

Where do you live? I'm not sure what your state offers but I'm in idaho &they have low income apts. I got into one of those when I had my first baby. I payed Nothing for rent & even got a check for my electricity bill. Yoh should look into something like that, if your struggling and need help. Its something to consider until you are on your feet