Hi I'm 19 and currently 10 weeks pregnant,this is my 4th pregnancy. I have 1 child . One pregnancy I had a miscarriage, the next one I went into premature labor at 27 weeks (they thought I was only 21 weeks) so they wouldn't send me to the nicu. The baby was born alive and lived for a few hours. I found out I have a factor five blood disorder, which is why I lost them.My next one I had at 36 weeks and is healthy and happy.Is there anyone else that has gone through so much in pregnancy that it can be hard to enjoy at times? How did you overcome your fears of loosing your child?