Hi Curious,
Yes, I'd go a bit further, not in substance but in followup to the conversations you've had.
I'd make it clearer and clearer to him that the issue may look minor to him, but it is huge and real and ongoing to you, and that it threatens the relationship. It may take him some time to "get it." Second, I'd say "ok, if if you're not attached to speaking like that, and it holds no significance, then absolutely don't do it." If he does, that means there really is some force of an issue for him, and it indeed needs to be understood better, and you'll need to say that. If he doesn't, great, but he might feel the internal pressure of feelings/words being stopped. So it still might be a good thing to understand what this out of phase behavior means, and where it comes from. It's always a good thing to understand ourselves better. It makes us powerful!
I hope he takes this issue seriously. It would be a shame to see it wreck what would very likely be a great pairing between two otherwise solid, relationship-wise people.
I'd consider sharing this note as well. Keep the problem open and above-board between you.
Cordially,
Dr. P.
Thank you so much for your reply. We just got done talking about things, and I opened up your response and let him read it...and I also let him read my letter to you. He says that he's not a pansy, feminine, or weak and that he doesn't want to portray that to me (or anyone else). Just last night we went to Disneyland together and he starts singing in this really high-pitched girlie voice and it just made me shut down. I didn't even want to hang out with him because I get THAT turned off by it. I didn't want to be affectionate, I didn't want to talk to him, I didn't want to do anything with him! He doesn't do it all the time (and when he's normal I LOVE it), but when it happens I just want to run in the EXACT OPPOSITE direction he's in because I absolutely cannot stand it. Now, we had a huge talk about it (again) last night. I told him that I'm wanting a mature, adult relationship and that he might want to explore himself and find out why it is that he finds comfort and ease in behaving/communicating like that. I feel literally somewhat depressed about it because I know that other friends/family don't have to express these concerns to their men...and I'm sad that I do. If he didn't do the girlie voice thing, our relationship would be fine. That's honestly the ONLY thing that brings me down! He said that he's going to be more mindful of that so that it doesn't happen again, and that he's not attached to speaking like that and that it holds no significance to him. Do you have anymore helpful advice for him and also for me? What can I do to gain patience with this matter, I hate shutting down on him when this happens but I honestly feel like I can't help it. It falls just short of grossing me out and making me almost slightly depressed. I just want to be with a full blown MAN! Any advice that you'd like to give in addition to me, I'd love to hear it. I want this relationship to work and thrive, but I know how I feel about this...and I know that it'll cause nothing but problems if this issue cannot be resolved soon. Thank you, Doc!
Dear Curious,
Many people, when in a serious, genuinely intimate relationship, slip into “pet names” and even childish behavior, whether or not in the course of lovemaking. It’s the way of early childhood, the time of most intense closeness. However, I understand your man is over the top in this, and that it feels “yucky.” Fair enough.
The reason he does this may well have to do with the divorce, and/or lack of a dad around. Such such an event is traumatic under the best circumstance. Our response is sometimes to feel emotionally “stopped” (or in shrink language “fixated”) at the time the event happened. So to him his “un-manly” ways seem normal. After all, some of him may still be 5 years old. The breathiness may well be his experience of his mother talking to him - we’re all part us, and part the people we were close to!
By the way, he’s far from unique in this. Most of us, even without trauma, are spread all over the developmental map!
While it’s nothing to be ashamed of, I understand how annoying it is to you. Rather than yelling at him to grow up, perhaps it makes sense to approach him with the idea that he has a blind spot in this area, and that while he comes by it totally honestly, it is nevertheless bad for your relationship, and will get worse, not better, over time (trust me, it will!). Tell him that you know he’s coming from “the kid part” and that HE might want to ask why this is, why is the kid dominant at the intimate times, who’s really talking to whom in the inner dialogue. Do not try to simply jawbone or convince him out of it. He needs to understand it. You might also want to share the info about other peoples’ experience of him (pansy).
A succeeding approach would be to share this email exchange between the two of us. Open it up. It’s just being human, but in a troubling way. It’s a universal issue; he’s not being singled out as defective or dorky, but unfinished. Again, we all have these kid parts, and the more we recognize and understand them, the better off we are in a host of ways.
Finally, if he’d like, I’d be happy to talk to him on the phone (no charge) and explain all this in more breadth, as one guy to another. Just call, any time. Get the numbers through my web site, smartrelationshipdecisions.com. Believe me, as a formerly “developmentally all over the place” person, I know how it works and what it takes to make things better.
Unless he’s totally shut down around this issue, better it can be!
Sincerely,
Dr. P.