Hi, some of you will have read posts, so will know some of my story, and will likely wonder why I'm even wondering at all, but anyways I asked my Dad last July to walk down the aisle with my Grandpa and me. I'm getting married in 3 weeks. I asked him originally in hopes to get closer to him. (I didn't meet him until I was 16 then drifted apart after a couple years, and started trying to have a relationship again 3 years ago, for my young sons sake) Unfortunately he hasn't really tried to reach out to me at all, and for my own reasons I haven't been putting forth a big effort either, to be honest. For those of you who didn't read my old posts, my Dads step-son raped me when I was 18, and thats the reason I drifted away. i never told him or the family.
Anyways, I feel like since I already asked him to walk me down the aisle, it would be rude of me to tell him no now. It is already a given that my Grandpa will walk me down the aisle, as he is very important in my life.
I need to know:
1)For the father/daughter dance, I thought about splitting the song in half, and have one of them cut in on the other. I don't know which one should go first, my friend thought it would be cute if my Grandpa cut in on my Dad, but my fiance thinks that my Grandpa should get to go first since he's more important to me.
2) I was going to try and find a generic song for them to split in half, but then I found the song "Grandpa" by the Judds, and I LOVE it, I'm totally gonna cry when we dance. I'm sure the DJ can meld two songs together, but I really can't think of anything that would be nice to dance with a Dad that I hardly know.
3) One friend had even said to me that if I was her, she wouldn't dance with my Dad at all, since he hasn't really tried to be there for me, and honestly just asking him to walk me down the aisle is an honor he doesn't deserve, which in all honesty is true, I had hoped he would be there for me during this process, but he hasn't even offered any help whatsoever, not monetary, or even emotional.. But how would I even go back and say, "sorry you can't walk me down the aisle?" Honestly I'm torn about this one, I want to be closer, but I also know that until I am totally honest about what his step-son did there will likely never be any closeness, and I've been waiting for the right time, but the right time never seems to come..
Anyways, sorry about getting off topic, again what I need to know is, who should go first, and if anyone has any suggestions about a nice song, for a Dad that I don't know that well.