I'm sorry to say, but pictures and who the baby looks like really doesn't mean anything. I don't look like my parents at all and I am the whitest person in my family, light skin and blonde hair. Everyone else is more tan than I am and they all are brunettes. Does it mean I am not biologically my parents child? No, not at all. My parents are biologically mine and I don't have a parent somewhere else. The only way you are going to find out who the father is, is by doing a DNA test(paternity test). Other than doing that, it is all purely a guess and doesn't mean much. Get the DNA test done soon and then go from there.
As said by many others, I do hope you seek counseling with your bf to help get through everything that has happened. Keeping things bottled up inside is not healthy at all and you need to be able to communicate better and talk about things. Communication is huge in any relationship and I hope that the two of you can work things out.
I never thought I would actually be here saying this today but I am. This is to all who have written back to me trying to help me. I didnt want to do this individually. AHP84, you pretty much called it. I started asking for help on the 22nd of august thinking I had until about september 3 to figure things out because that was when i was due to have my son. this other guy has left me alone for the most part except for he somehow found out I had to have the baby taken out of me on the 24th in order to get medication in me in time. he is a few weeks early and you can tell. I love him to pieces though and I am actually thankful he is here. This guy right now is currently going through threatening me to take me to court and asking to see pictures of my baby. I have refused to share anything about the baby with him and i told him i would continue that way until he could prove to me he was the father. he says there are papers in the mail stating when he is taking me to court, they havent shown up yet. he has been saying this for two months now. He also informed me that his cancer is back and he only has a 20% chance to live. He is afraid he wont get to see the baby and he will end up dying before he ever gets to see him. I am not a cruel person so I have prayed for his cancer and asked God to help him. I am not going to allow him access to my child though if he isnt the father regardless on if he is dying or not. for all i know he could be lying to me. Meanwhile, my boyfriend was there the day I had my son and he stayed with me in the hospital the whole time. The baby and I are currently living at home with him still. I have not been kicked out and we are still together. He signed the birth certificate at the hospital and he really loves this baby. Our first week home, he told me we needed to talk and he told me that he decided that he loved me way too much and he thought we needed eachother. He thought it would be best for us to go to counseling and he wants to marry me. He also said that regardless of what the test said he was going to be here for us. he said that he wants to be a better husband to me and he said that even though it will hurt a little if he isnt the father, we could always have more children together and that it didnt take blood to make someone a father. He loves me and max both enough and he said that he isnt going anywhere. So we are tired of waiting around for this guy to make some sort of move and get the test done. For our own sakes we are actually going to a lab this week and getting one done ourselves. it is an expensive thing but its worth it to us all. we are hoping and praying it comes back as ours and we can send him a copy and tell him to leave us alone. I am curious as to if anybody agrees with me, my boyfriend, and everybody who has seen the photographs. the other guy sent me pictures of him as a baby and if anybody wants to help me by voicing their opinion i will send these photos along with my new sons and my first sons photos to your email and you can tell me what you think. The verdict that everyone else has been swearing up and down on? he looks so much more like me but he also looks a whole lot like our first baby. I would like to know what everyone else thinks. thank you all so much for helping me along the way!
After everything we have both been through, we have found someone and are finally getting the help we need. We have both been very successful at talking about everything we have kept locked up. We have promised to work very hard on the matter together because we both have to come to the realization that we need eachother and we both dont want to abandon one another. After a two week therapy session with our minister and friend, he is going to marry us for free. If we need further assistance after the two weeks or even after we have been married, we can speak with him at any time. He does sessions for couples all of the time as part of his movement to try and make couples stronger BEFORE marriage so as to help prevent from adding to the divorce rate. I think everything is going to be ok finally.
You said so much when you said, in reference to your child's death when you said, "we never spoke about it and just kept it bottled up." I totally get how you would not want to hurt each other. Never speaking about it almost seems logical, right? Here's the deal with that theory though. Unfortunately, your child's death is always going to be there. There will always be a bit of tension regarding it. Instead of never talking about it, it is far better to both talk about it, support each other while talking about it, and put it in a place that is far more comfortable to talk about. You have to talk about it.... it happened and it affected the both of you. This is now part of who you are, but it doesn't need to ruin your lives. Talking about it lets both of you know how the other feels, and being supportive while the other talks, cries, or even gets mad shows that you are there.... how important is that?
I've heard of things like this destroying relationships. Certainly relationships change after something like this, but I've heard of relationships becoming so much stronger because of this. There is a ton of power right at your finger tips that you can harness to benefit you. It's right there, it will take the both of you. Get help... let him read this stuff. None of this is judgemental, it is pointing out the obvious or at leasst ones perception of the "obvious". Get help together.
Hello. I'm going to chime in per your PM request.
As the others have said, you'r only option at this point is to have the DNA test, and while it is more likely that your BF is the father, you and your BF still need to prepare for the possibility that the other guy could be the biological dad. Take this one step at a time and have the DNA test after the child is born.
I agree that counseling is very important. You and your BF suffered a terrible loss...you both need to explore your feelings about that and start dealing with the awful pain it caused. Of course you will be a good Mom.....you lost you son and that's awful but that doesn't mean you can't be a good Mom! It wasn't your fault that your son died. It's unfortunate and tragic, but it happens.
You and your BF need to keep talking about all of this..including havibg difficult discussions on how this whole DNA situation is making him feel. You know how stressful this has been for you, imagine how HE feels. You both need to be honest and open with each other about your feelings. That is where therapy will be invaulable for your both. The therapist can help you both to start discussing hard topics like this.
I'm praying that this has the outcome you seek, but know that regardless of WHO turns out to be the bio father, you still can have the life you want and fill your child's life with love...you will just have to do that with one other person in the mix. People do that every day after divorces and other situations.
I'm so sorry for your loss...my heart goes out to you. Take this one day and one step at a time. Very best of luck to you all!
thank you, im so glad i found this website. i have scoured websites looking for guidance and reassurance and have come up empty handed. mostly i feel judged and dirty. i will for sure let you know what has happened when it happens. please say an extra prayer tonight for me and i hope God keeps you and yours happy and safe. i never knew the power of the saying "you never know what you got til its gone" til now. after losing our son and now all of this...it can be gone in a heartbeat every single bit of it and this is my world. it was hard enough to lose one in my world but losing my whole actual world? will i even be able to function and be a good mom after a thing like that?
Please keep us updated. The people on this forum can offer really great support if you ever need it. :-)
i know it is confusing, but our families have been so close for years so we say together meaning we have been in eachother's lives and we have always loved eachother we just didn't ever admit it to one another until we turned 14 lol been in an actual official relationship ever since.
thank you so much...im hoping it is my boyfriend's. The two of us were pretty messed up after we lost our son. I don't even know what either one of us was thinking it just hit us and we didn't want to hurt one another by talking about it so we didn't talk about it and instead bottled it up. We really do need help and I have been praying to God to please have mercy on us and give us a second chance to show him that we can be the family he would want us to be.
I am so very sorry that you lost your first child. I cannot imagine the pain that you must be going through.
I have a few concerns. First off, you say that you're 21 years old in your bio and then you say that you and your boyfriend have been together for 10 years. That would have made you 11.... kind of a bit young to be entering a relationship, if you were to ask me. How old is your boyfriend?
You both have a few issues to deal with, and a professional is the only way to get through any of this. Regardless of whose baby this is, both of you need help. You've been through a lot, you've complicated a difficult situation by what looks to be that you've both stepped outside of the relationship, and now you've got real concerns as to who's baby this is??? Holy cow, quite the soap opera.
For the sake of this child coming, please go get help.
But also, congratulations on your new baby. :-)
It sounds to me like your boyfriend is the father of your new baby, but obviously, the only way to know that is with the DNA test. I'm sorry--I wish I could somehow give you better reassurance.
That said, if the other guy does happen to be the biological father, then yes, he does have a right to be a part of the child's life if he wants to be. While he may succeed in getting that injunction and having you relocate to be closer to him because of the child, he will have to pay child support (if that's any consolation), BUT, this does NOT mean that you and your boyfriend have to break up or that your boyfriend cannot be your son's daddy. It would cause some confusion to the child as he grows up, I'm sure, but sticking with a family counselor to heal and re-build the relationship between you and your boyfriend should prepare you with adequate responses to any questions your son may have as he grows up and faces the confusion. This could be difficult, but you have to do the best with what you've got in a situation.
Regardless, I think the wisest decision you and your boyfriend can make together for the sake of your relationship and parenthood of this innocent baby boy is to stay together and definitely keep the arrangements to go to counseling together. More than anything, this baby is going to need to know he has a stable home with two consistent parents surrounding him with love every single day. He has no control over this situation, but you and your boyfriend do. Make the best of it for him. Biological relations should not matter when it comes down to loving a child who needs you, so I hope your boyfriend can still find it within himself to love this baby as his own flesh and blood even if it's not biologically his.
Hopefully, this DNA test will pass with ease and the results will be everything you are hoping and praying they will be. It sounds as if the odds are in your favor. This will hopefully turn out to be just a nasty bump in the road, and then you can move on with your lives and raise your sweet baby boy with your boyfriend and be a family with no negative interferences.
Stay strong--only a few more weeks, and you'll know. Just try to make the best of what you've got no matter what the situation.
God bless.