First let me give you a little back ground so you understand the whole story.
I have been best friends with Doll, since I was three, we lived next door to each other until her family moved away when she was 16. during that time we never dated never kissed, never did anything romantic she was like a sister to her and I like a brother to her. I was heart broken when she moved but we kept in touch. Talking on the phone, email, letters. We are still best friends.
When I was 18 I met and fell in love, with my current girl friend. I am madly in love with my Amy. I plan to marry and have several babies with Amy. At no time did I ever hide my friendship with Doll from Amy. Nor did I hide Amy from Doll.
A few months ago I got a phone call from Doll, she called the house phone, amy answered they said a quick hello. then she handed the phone to me. Doll then when on to tell me that she was moving back to town, that she missed me, the climate, the beach, and she thought it would be better for her inspiration. ( shes an artist).
Well to say i was happy was an understatement, I was jumping up and down excited,( A little girly I know) I was just so excited that my best friend would be back. that we would be able to be proper friends again. and even more excited that Amy and Doll would meet. I just knew my two favorite women would get on well together.
A week ago I and Amy where at the airport waited for Doll, I was so happy and Amy was really excited for me, all up to three seconds after she actually saw Doll that is. she did a complete reversal, she got cold, and a little distant. But I refused to let what ever was bothering Amy dampen the first time I had seen Doll in years. Doll is a tiny little thing so I have always picked he up. I am sort of a bulky guy, so doll always got smother in one of our hugs, I put her down and walked her over, to Amy.
Amy looked fine, she smiled and was polite, welcoming Doll back home. Doll was nice as ever, I figured what ever had been bothering her had passed. so we got Dolls bags went to the car Doll started towards the back seat, but Amy stopped her, told her to get up front with me, I said that was a great idea. Amy got in back, Doll in front and we where on way to the hotel she was staying at. The car was filled with friendly banter, doll would talk to me, and she would Talk to amy. I thought every thing was going great, that was until I looked in the rear-view mirror in time to see Amy roll her eyes at what doll was saying and smirk. And I had seen that smirk before, it was the same look that amy always gave some one she didnt like. I was shocked, and hurt.
Well by then We where at Dolls Hotel, I walked her to her door, which pissed Amy off, because I saw her grind her teeth, when I went in to kiss her, and tell her i would be right back.
A few minuets later, I was back in the car and amy was still in the back seat, and she was fuming mad. And I had zero clue why. I asked her to come up and sit with me, and she just exploded. She yelled something like " now that your goth **** is gone, you want me next to you".
Now I was pissed, I realized amy had only asked Doll to sit up front with me so that I would tell doll to sit in back. Amy had been testing me, and she wass pissed that I had failed. I didnt even know what to say, the only thing I could thing to say was for amy to not call Doll a ****. that only pissed her of more. the whole way home we argued about Doll, apparently Amy was not expecting Doll to look the way she did.
Doll has this a genetic disorder that makes her skin really pale, when she was younger you could see almost all the veins in her skin. The only pictures Amy had seen of Doll where from our child hood. Doll still looked very much the same but had learned how to use what she was born with. A little make up, and a nice Hair cut goes a long way. And I will admit Doll was very beautiful now.
When i had realized this, I swore to Amy that I only loved her, i only wanted her, She was my life. that made her a little happy,but she was still pissed over the way I acted with Doll, later that day we talked and she said she forgave me.
I am not one to get up set easily but That pissed me off. I said I had nothing to be sorry for. That if anyone she apologize it should be her. Well Amy didnt like that at all, and we fought again, its been a week now, and we still keep having the same fight. I will not say Im sorry when i have done nothing wrong. It seems the only thing that will make Amy happy is if I End my " affair" with doll.
I fell heartsick over the whole thing, I love Amy, and I love doll. no matter what i say to amy she is convinced I will end up leaving her for Doll. And poor doll, has been completely ignored since she got here. I just dont know what to say or do.
Please some one shed some light on my hopeless situation.