I'm a 31 year old heterosexual male who has had a long dark relationship history. I'm a recovering sex addict who has been married 3 times and always has to be in a relationship. I just attended my first sex addict’s anonymous meeting. I'm seeing a therapist once a week for this and among other things, and she seems to think I have a form of Attachment Disorder. I'm currently in a relationship again, but I know that I shouldn't be in this and that I need to learn to be alone and love myself. I'm so petrified of being alone though.
Basically, I'm confused and would like to know if this is truly Attachment Disorder or something else?...Love addiction, co-dependency, ...etc...
My pattern is to go from one relationship to another, and I think I'm in love with the person, and never truly end up being in love with them, and then resort to destructive habits such as infidelity, drinking, lies, etc...
It's finally caught up with me and I'm starting to grow a conscience...It's time to change.
Any insight would be great.